CAN'T STOP LOVING HIM

I never knew what i felt like to have your heart broken. . . until last night i can't believe he hurt me so bad. why would he tell me, to my face, that i'm not good enough ? okay i'm not good enough.. but she is that other girl, the popular one who always gets the best boys.. the one crying all night.. but whatever in the end, it's always the same thing. and i'm growing tired of crying of sleepless night & brutal days.. bcoz every time i see him, i smile but  then i want to cry bcoz i know that loving him is useless... i want to cry when he's around, and i want to cry when i can't see him..i know that i'm being really pathetic.. but it's the truth about how i feel. . .